Cos of trauma from childhood sexual abuse and body dysmorphia. And that's so humiliating and dark to admit to other people so I make up other excuses but really I just can't handle being touched sexually! And I know no one will want to date me if there's no sex, so I don't even bother. I've only dated three people in my life and all three reacted i...... reply
I don't know if it's unpopular or not but: I hate when the bottom gives consent to having sex, and there's this brief moment of oh thank god, there won't be any rape, and then the top responds something like, "Good... cos I wouldn't stop even if you asked me to" or SOMETHING to that affect. I get so frustrated like we were SO CLOSE why'd you have t...... 4 reply
Cheating. Nothing I hate more than a story focused on a couple... and then suddenly one of them cheats. It's like, really? I wasted all this time caring about this story/couple when the characters themselves didn't even care? It cheapens the whole thing.
Also desperate characters who allow themselves to be degraded/used/mocked/manipulated cos the...... reply
Please don't apologize for sharing this, you're not being dramatic. You deserve better than you've been treated and it's amazing that you're willing to share this with others, even if its online and anonymous. You are already taking steps to take care of yourself, rather than bury the feelings, and that's very admirable.
If it's in any way possib...... reply
did total desperation
did live in a bad country
