Please don't apologize for sharing this, you're not being dramatic. You deserve better than you've been treated and it's amazing that you're willing to share this with others, even if its online and anonymous. You are already taking steps to take care of yourself, rather than bury the feelings, and that's very admirable.
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When I was 2 my mom had a miscarriage so I assumed that all babies died after they were born. She got pregnant again when I was 3 so the whole time I kept singing “baby born baby die”. She obviously got really distressed while hearing me say this so she kept trying to tell me that her child wouldn’t die but I just straight up did not believe ...... 1 reply
My mom caught me watching porn (both lesbian and straight) at the age of 9. We are a religious family. My sister heard it and she didn't talk to me for a few days. But that's all in the past. Well I still remember and cringe hard. There is also a probability that my father heard them talking loudly about it. If he did, shit. reply
I did a looot of drugs growing up and most of my friends know about my ~past~ but what pretty much no one knows is that on Halloween one year my friend and I were wondering around downtown and walking along the docks and these two guys from Montenegro, chilling on their yacht, started talking to us and invited us onto their boat. So we went on and ...... 2 reply
For society and every one else around me I am a "nerd", a "conservative", a good girl, a serious girl, and so on. While I only love reading yaoi in secret and fantasize a lot about having sex with a miracle boyfriend..... It's like I have a double life 3 reply
i run fan accs (yaoi, anime, manga) on twitter/instagram and have massive following. some of yall is proly following me there and youll never know lolol reply