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ever just wanna die?
do you guys ever get the feeling of wanting to die and not live in this world, but you also a fear of death. Personally that’s my experience, I have thought of killing myself of some points but just thinking about death scares me, cause I never know what’s going to happen after I die.
Nah I'm not afraid of death. Only thing that's keeping me alive up till now are the people who love me, imagining their pain after I'm dead is really frustrating. Here comes the problem, half of my life I've been trying to make them hate me, so that I can die in peace. Moreover, I wish to die without anyone mourning for my death....
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Yes. Like you just think, "Ah, fuck it. Just end it all!". I think of that every single damn time, and it's just frustrating that I can't die. I don't really fear death and it'll be good if I don't get reincarnated (if that did exist), what I'm scared of is the way that I would die.
I want a painless death, or an instant death but it's not really ...... 1 reply
Same here. Sometimes i get ready to do it, but i feel like such a coward for not doing it.
Every damn time I just chicken out because death scares me so much, and sometimes I have panic attacks after not doing the attempt, just because of the feelings of wanting to die but not being able to do it. I literally hate my life and myself endlessly, and ...... reply
I don't fear death. I'm a pretty morbid person so in certain situations I can depict five or more ways I could potentially die. I think I need some help.
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I actually fear death, and If I were to chose between not existing and death, then not existing it is. Though, it would be hard to let go of a few things like anime, and manga. I fear death, but I don't fear the pain of death. I fear what comes after death, and if it just ends there. I really hate surprises. There are times where I feel death would...... reply