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should i just ...kill myself
so i have just finished high school which is good bc high school sucks but the thing is i have no future anymore bc my dream is fucking gone(i think that sounds cringeworthy but i don't give a fuck anyway) to top the misery i fuckin repeated my senior year in hope that i will get better grades but just same mistakes same failure i just i just fuckin wanted to go to medical university so bad and it really reallly hurts that i cant anymore ( i know i might sound dramatic but...ugh) you know what really hurts that some people used to get worst grades than me but in the end they geo to medical school and i get to the trash pin. ha jesus i feel this is just so serious for such site. i mean you know someone is really fucked up when they can't open up only for strangers on the internet and on such sites ( i mean i rlly like mangago but still i mean see my question). duh properly no one will even bother reading my shit i mean even i wouldn't.
I've been there, crushed by the idea that perhaps I've flushed all my opportunities down the drain due to choices I've made or even a poor performance academically. There were also moments I felt dying would be a better option since I had really made many missteps and couldn't see a better/more desirable path any more. I went to therapy though - wh...... 1 reply