i feel so awkward;;

i use to be all about yaoi honestly if it wasnt yaoi i wasnt that interested but theres been a shift in the waves and now its the other way around with me only reading shoujo! ; - ; i guess i wanted a cute highschool romance instead of being slapped in the face by cute guys having sex every other page... i do read yaoi like once in a bluemoon but now i feel so out of place seeing everyone talk about yaoi since this site is literally a whole ass yaoi cult on its own.. TT anyone else going thru this?