i was 18 that time.. as I remember i never have interaction with other boy except my famly other then study matter..even wth my famly, i rarely hve communication..we just did something that we supposed to,..hve a joke tym dinner was happy thing that could i recall..but then suddenly, my sister's friend had a call from her cousin..since my sister's friend know my famly..but we dont know much about her's except my sister obviously...so then, she introduce me to her cousin...I just dont know how that sudden..i dont hve much to talk to when were on phone..but weirdly, he always make call to her and asked about me..she said that he like shy girl, my voice sound cute..hahaha but just i still dont know how to react, bcause she like my sister too, and her famly just a famly to me too..but that one tym, he said that his going to our neighborhood..since it was his long time had been on that place..he ask her to hangout, but she cant cause its was on weekdays...and he told her to ask me accompany him..I insisted reject it, cause i had the feeling it would be awkward n i dont know to how was in date...but she said should she take a leave on that day to join us..so i thought its more embarrassing if she tag along..then i dont know how i agree to had that date..arghhh and i regret it hahaha cause its just happen just like I imagine..on that day, on our date my first impression on him was he is so huge..im just 146cm and his like 2 inch..just like I was his imouto..i dont know how to say, he asked me let grab some to eat, and i dont know how to decide, then he randomly just pick some place near..that awkwardest start, we just eat without anything to say..cause its was my first, i feel really nervous..i just drown on my own thoughts that i should start a lines..but theres nothing coming up..urkkk after that we move to watch some movie...i cant remember what im watching though..then after that we should discuss about the movie he watched but, its no hve come from him..i feel a little bit disappointed with myself..were walk a little far to the bus station but on that walk, it was to hard to get close to him, cause his walk just like run to me..his step just to big to me to follow up..then its was my first n last date with him i just couldn't move on to have another date again..dem
