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rabbit hole

Local simp Local simp 2020-12-10 19:55:24 About talk to yourself
To help with my insomnia I listen to ambient ASMR (things like sounds of a library or forest at night), YT recommended me this heartbeat ASMR thing. Basically just the sound of a heartbeat, I slept like a rock on that one so I went to go watch more and then I get recommended a bf heartbeat ASMR thing and I'm like "sure why not." it was just a heartbeat, breathing, and bed rustling. It was weird but I liked it, I slept like a baby with that one. I went to watch more and then I get recommended a BF RP ASMR video thing by the same person who made the heartbeat ASMR's I've been listening to. I clicked on it because insomnia and bored, then I fell down a rabbit hole. Because of that one video, I get keep recommended a fuck ton of BF RP ASMR and I just keep clicking on it??? Idk why!!
And the worst thing is... Is that i keep getting recommended these monster boys or yandere RP shit and I keep watching it. It damages me mentally because I can never take RP seriously lol. Now my YT recommended is dominated by these videos and I'm kinda scared that my family will discover me watching those videos. I'd legit prefer it if they saw me watching porn or reading yaoi than seeing me sleep to those videos.
Honestly, the RP thing is kinda cringe but their voices are so hot andIhaveavoicekink so i keep on listening...

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Periodt December 10, 2020 9:08 pm

Youtube does that thing where you watch one thing and it recommends a bunch of videos and you keep on watching them and leads you to more extreme content. The algorithm controls the way you think and bit by bit, changes who you are as a person. My advice is don't watch recommended videos. Turn off auto play. Click on the three dots thing at the bottom right of the video and put not interested so that it stops recommending those type of videos. The algorithm is powerful and you can't honestly fight it because it knows about you more than you know about yourself. So be careful of social media in general and good luck buddy

Jolly Scotty December 10, 2020 9:00 pm

I felt this on a personal level
me and my friends were goofing around and we listened to this yagami yato hawks asmr audio thing and idk why but i liked it T-T so when they left i started to listen to more and fell down the same rabbit hole now i have a shit ton of yandere bf asmrs ( ̄∇ ̄")

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