Being ugly ? What do u think about yourself

This word I mean I don't like being called ugly or someone being called like that .. and I still do the think is when I turned 18 years old I'm began to except this word . one day when someone told me this word I didn't cry or feel a shamed a bout it I just said oh yeah I'm not beautiful so it okay ilike it i dont have a nice skinny body either although I'm not fat I'm just in the middle I don't like seeing myself with a lot of makeup to convince myself that I am beautiful by covering myself in colours ididnt fall inlove with SOMEone and I don't think someone will ever fall for me I just love how my life is i draw I play games i read manga and watch anime I even read books and i am grateful for waking up every morning i don't have a close friend but in other hand I feel I'm complete with my ugly self with just me and that make me very happy even if I'm not except fully by people so is it that wrong to live and think like that ?? What about you ?