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have you told someone about yaoi and betrayed you?and did you ever feel ashamed from it?
so i got into yaoi when i was about 10 years old it was something i could get sucked into it and forget about reality for a few hours you know and i didn't have someone to talk to? A few year later i told my cousin because he the closest person i can relate to in my family and he gave me a look of utter disgust so i felt ashamed from reading yaoi? i moved on form that and i told my closet friends they said OK and we'll keep it a secret it they always torment me about it saying you read about sex and guys getting pregnant and sex and dicks they looked in my dairy and found manga's of yaoi stories and said it out loud in the class luckily nobody heard them and i felt betrayed at that moment and ashamed because they kept bullying me about it and i don't know why i keep hanging around them in school maybe because i'll be alone in school and i'n not the most popular one n school so i usually don't go out of the house to go out it'd been 4 months already and they treat me like a 4th wheel and i'm afraid that if i tell my friend that i treat her like a sister she'll be disgusted of me. i really don't want to lose anymore friends anymore. did anyone ever feel like that before. it's just that i really relate to yaoi
One time, I was reading yaoi during class lol it was interesting asf and it had three updated chapters so I couldn't control myself. We have this rule in class that, if you have your phones on during a lesson then you have to display it for everyone to see. The girls behind me saw me reading and they only caught a glimpse of my screen and had assum...... reply
Now I feel like telling my friends I read yaoi. Only a few of them know. Not the male ones they'd never let me live it down. Honestly, they are suspicious that I read it and are trying trap me.
If you want to tell someone you should be confident. Like this is what I read. Or you can say it all nonchalant like me. Like whatever it's not a big deal...... 2 reply
No, I didn't have problems like this because I like yaoi, even if I live in a country were to be gay is strange (not all people think like this, just some).
When I found out about yaoi I started with yaoi books on wattpad and I always talked about the yaoi book I read with my friend ...and after a long time I realized that she was into yaoi befor...... reply
Wow, that sucks :-/ I told a friend years ago, think she found a book or something so it came out. At least I thought she was a friend, but then she told the entire group of people we hung out with and they all made fun of me really badly. And we'll I was young and insecure and couldn't really stand up for myself so I felt really ashamed and humili...... reply
Well , as a start i never ashamed of who i'm a male , i read Yaoi , Shojo and even Yuri ... i don't care about what my family would think of me if they know or not , i don't care that anyone know about me or not , my best friend knows and he is cool with it no judging or such .. i wil give you advice .. i just told someone like a hour ago ...be pro...... 3 reply
MAI GOD THIS QUESTION IS TOO REALISTIC, DEMN, SOMETHING LIKE THAT HAPPENING IN MY LIFE NOT REALLY LONG AGO HAHA //sorry for the bad english//
yep, n that was my mom!. at first when i said n explain ab yaoi, shounen ai, gays, ( well LGBT?) i always thing that "oh if i say these things to mom, maybe mom will be happy '' or something, haha :'D. but...... reply
