I love revenge ️tw️ Violence, child abuse and suicide

Ok so my mom was hella abusive she beat the shit out of me and my siblings most of my life and she basically bullied my big brother into killing him self so when I turned 18 I saved up and was ready to move out but the day I was done secretly moving I waited for her to come home and I had the rowling pin she used to use to beat me and I beat the shit out of her so bad that she was bleeding then I left and got disowned by my family because to them she looked like a loving mother with a bit of a temper to them and I remember my aunt called me and told me that I was evil for beating up a “defenceless 40 woman” but she beat actually defenceless children and drove one to death so I don’t feel bad at all even three years later maybe it’s cause I’m a Scorpio lmafo