This is going to be a long rant, you don’t have to read it.....
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Ever since I was a child I would always see my father have violent outbursts, but my mother did everything so that I would see him in a positive light, and it’s understandable but her lies would later result my breakdown. Because of my mom’s influence I always saw m...... 1 reply
TW : internalized homophobia and transphobia??
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i hate being trans and gay, i feel so disgusted with myself.im not normal, i can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore it makes me wanna throw up. i hate myself for thinking like this but im just so revolted by myself ,ill never be a real man, ill never be able to date a man who doenst look at me ...... 2 reply
ok... i have supportive and loving parents... i have or maybe had good friends too...its just they can't handle my phases where i just want to quit everything i will shut down myself ...i want space i want to be alone...but not lonely ... i can control my emotions and i ws doing it for the past 2 years..i can't cry even when i try to... i got depre...... 1 reply
i am so not special that's crazy
i feel... hollow as we could call it. i am incapable of doing anything
not that i want to do anything
i'm not particularly interested or passionate about something. and it makes me sad to be average in anything meanwhile everyone is at least GOOD at something.
average at being pretty
average at my activities
average...... 1 reply
Oh god I really can't make any friends.
Honestly I made an alt account in hopes of making solid internet friends. I saw my friend do it and she made tons of friends, I kinda got jealous lol and yeah I tried to do it too.
Obviously I failed
Im so boring and shy that I couldn't do it, tho I did made some friends but it only lasted a week for our gr...... 1 reply
I don't have a peace of mind. It's not like I was ever abused or have major trauma, but there's still stress about certain things that keep building up over time and it constantly feels like I'm suffocating because of it. I can never feel completely relaxed because those problems will always be at the back of myy mind and I don't have an escape hol...... 1 reply
I remember when I was 7-6 years old I use to be skinny and tan brown I thought I was okay but I didn’t I couldn’t eat in lunch I was mostly very tired and I even pee on the bed I just didn’t know why.my crush and his friends bully me (at that time I was still in love with that fucker) people told me “shirt doesn’t look perfect on you pro...... 1 reply
I think I’m gonna come back to this question everytime i need to rant lol.
Rant 1, I went to school to enroll myself for summer class and a parent there was talking to some teacher on the front desk while i was waiting for my papers. Turns out the parent was also a teacher in another school teaching senior high. She laughed while she shared how...... 1 reply
All my rants have been about my declining mental health or how fucked up my life is or how I hate my parents...but this one is going to be me acting like a brat and complaining about things. Feel free to put your opinions and call me stupid.
1. I fuckin hate perfume like I hate it so much I want to kill the closest person I see wearing perfume. I'm...... 1 reply
I just had a bad flashback and a need to write it out somewhere... You don't need to click this, it's just trauma.
I was 8 and I had just learned about substractions. And my dad, this very intelligent human being, decided to teach me a different method from the one I was just taught at school. So, instead of going 10, 9, 8 etc, just go from the lo...... 4 reply
