Dicks are gross

Y’all tell me why in 2019 I was such a crackhead? Please someone explain my actions during that time!

My dumbass goes on a old discord account right? And I see someone says “Wow haven’t seen this name in awhile since you hate me” which was a few days ago and I thought this person was the bitch that insulted me for being sad about my grandmothers death...... guy says it wasn’t him and to scroll up....so I did....... I- I- WHY WAS THERE A FUCKING DICK PICK WTF WAS GOING ON IN THE CONVERSATION TO GET A DICK PIC WHY TF DOES IT LOOK LIKE SOME FUCKED UP CUCUMBER MY VIRIGN ASS CANT HANDLE IT WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON IN 2019 TO WHERE I GOT A DICK PIC??? WHAT DID I SAY? WHAT DID I DO?? WHY IS IT STILL THERE???