you too?

I've seen a lot talk about toxic coming-outs to family but am I the only one who had/having a hard time accepting themselves?

~RANT ALERT~

my family just always has always been homophobic and only believes there are only 2 genders and it kind of rubbed off on me so when i stated finding out girls were attractive and didn't feel like i was just "female" i started being toxic towards myself and sometimes i still go through these depressing and toxic episodes