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I feel lonely - want to talk..?
I am 20. And it's been like 2 years since I entered college. And it's been 2 years now that I don't really talk to anyone anymore. And until nowadays it didn't really bothered me. I felt that I didn't want/need to force friendship. To force my way into other's lives.
But I don't know why it bothers me now. In fact I do have friends. But we are not really talking or anything with most of them. And I do have a close friend. But she encountered new people, new friends, and she is really busy anyway.
I realised that I used to talk to some people I loved every day some years ago. And how fun it was..
But I'm also so shy.. Sometimes I want to punch myself. When someone comes to talk to me, I just don't know what to say. I'm so scared to be categorized as boring that I become boring.
I think that I'm thinking too much. But right now, I want to meet knew people. And really talk to them. I'm a fujoshi. I love when stories have a good plot, I love vocaloid music so much, I love Kingdom hearts and persona and The Last of Us and- I have a soft spot for interesting yaoi, and RP is so interesting, and- and would you be interested in speaking with me?
Who are you? What do you like? I want to know more about you
I'm 20 as well and I will be doing a study Japanese starting next year. Not this year or the year before that one because I was to busy with not doing anything - my version of a gap-year (times two).
Coincidentally, I as well - just like probably almost every other person on this site :3 - am a fujoshi. Question: have you ever tried making yaoi ar...... 4 reply
I can relate soooo much to this wow??? I’m in my 2nd year of college too and since I went into med school I used to study 10-12hours a day everyday so I gradually just stopped talking to people and lost a lot of friends including my supposed best one lol
It’s not like we’re fighting or anything we just really barely talk and never see each o...... 5 reply
Hello! I’m 20 and I completely know how you feel. I’m in the military so it’s already too difficult for me to have that many friends cuz I’m moving around a lot but even when I try to make friends I just can’t make the connection I want to make cuz most of them don’t even like anime and I won’t even mention yaoi to them (it’s too em...... 2 reply
Hey. I'm Bri and I am 19 years old (about to be 20 in August). I currently took a year off of college because I thought maybe I should stay and help my family out but now I just feel burdened at the responsibilities that were given to me. I currently have 1 best friend, however, I don't tell her everything because I am scared about what she will th...... 2 reply
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I'm Rosa, and next month I'll be 20. I delayed my studies in a year, because I'm not enough confident in myself. At the moment, I'm doing my military service, which is going to end in two months. I don't know why but I guess life sometimes is too much for me, like, many people in their late 30 keep saying that I'm too young, and once I'll sta...... 3 reply
Im also very shy but i also want to talk to people too! I dont have qny friends that have the sqme interests as me so if u do pls lets talk !!
So im 18 , i like manga and anime since 2012 (i used to watch them when i was a fetus but on tv and at that time i didnt know what they were) . My favourite animes is gintama , owari no seraph and kuroshitsu...... 1 reply
This might sound cliche, but i've been there. thinking that you don't need people or need relationships because of various reasons...i think i started to feel a change in myself wanting to create friendships with people is when i started college. the first 2 semesters, i felt alone, isolated, not trying to approach people because of my shy and qui...... reply
Reading your thoughts and those of others here made me realize how naive and arrogant I am to think that I’m alone in my thinking of how I’m the only 21 year old who has no idea where she’s heading.
I have no relationships to speak of and I never had any in high school so college isn’t so different. However during this past semester, I str...... 1 reply
Am I too late for this? xD
I'd also love it if I had anyone to talk to about my interests ^^. I'm an 18 yo fujoshi, I like books, cats, coffee and chocolate and my line ID is jegae so please add me, i'm lonely (=・ω・=) . 2 reply
HI I'm 19 and I have college entrance exam in like 3 weeks,and it 's the second time I'm taking it so it's pretty scary...my best friend got in the major she wanted last year when I was too busy running away from real life to study...it's been a while I've talked to anybody, I'm still not studying I sit in the room laze around all day watching an...... 3 reply
