Over the years, I collected many clothes I don't even fit anymore. So I decided last summer to organize my shelf. And to my surprise, it was easier than I thought. Most of the clothes I donated, and some I used as a mop. It took me some time, because I wasn't much at home. I tried to pursue my parents and we all got rid of what we don't need. And t...... reply
I started working two days ago, and my first shift was a night shift. I woke up at 9 am, by accident, and the shift is on 11:30 pm. I thought I'll take a nap, but couldn't sleep. After working 7.5 hours, I went back home and immediately fell asleep. I was so tired, not because of working (in a tampons factory) but because I was a wake for 24 hours ...... reply
I don't have insomnia, but I really couldn't sleep. I woke up to school at 7 am, and couldn't sleep at night. I even had a test the other day. When I got home I ate something and suddenly on the evening I felt dizzy and had illusions. It scared the shit out of me and i felt high. Eventually I fell asleep around 10 pm. I think I ate about 10 time du...... reply
Hello again. I really appreciate your responses and advices. I guess the change that needs to be done is only in myself and by myself.
I know I'm 20, but I've spent my last 2 years, right after highschool graduation, in military service. And when I think about it, it was a horrible period. I guess it has its effects..
But well, there are people ...... reply
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I'm Rosa, and next month I'll be 20. I delayed my studies in a year, because I'm not enough confident in myself. At the moment, I'm doing my military service, which is going to end in two months. I don't know why but I guess life sometimes is too much for me, like, many people in their late 30 keep saying that I'm too young, and once I'll sta...... 3 reply
"What's up?"
I won't say I hate it, but I kinda feel disappointed. Imagine you meet someone you know, and they are asking you "what's up?" and just keep on walking. I mean, why ask if not really interested of hearing my reply. Like, if these words have ever meant something, they won't just disappear into thin air.
Sometimes, I just reply with "hi...... reply
Hello. I'm 20 yo girl. I love reading yaoi and manga in general. If I had to say how my day looks like, I'd say I'm quite boring and lazy. I'm unemployed, not studying, and I waste my time on the internet. I help my mom with laundry and dishes. And don't have financial problems at the time. But I think I might have a problem. Well, I do want to do art and go to an art collage, but everytime I'm about to make a portfolio, I got scared as hell. Also, I think I lost interest in almost everything. I go to sleep with thinking "oh, I did nothing today too" and I don't know what to do.
In another aspect, I know there are many definitions for one's gender, but I can't say it on myself. I'm not a lesbian nor a bi nor a pan. And I'm not asexual either. My friend once asked me if I'm an asexual person, because I don't like sexual relationship, but to tell the truth, I think I just lost any interest in anything.
For example, today, I'm going to buy two books I love, but now that I think about it, it's just a waste of time...
So I've been thinking, if there's anyone who feels the same or going through the same thing, not because it will make me better, but because I wanna know what can I do. Cause I'm lost...
