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thoughts?
k so idk why but I’ve been getting this strange feeling whenever I read bl with smut and stuff and I looked it up and it basically told me that I got turned on by it and idk what to do cus i don’t want to feel this way and idk how to stop it and it’s been making me feel suicidal cus I feel horrible after reading about the way it makes irl mlm feel about things like that and I just feel so disgusted with myself. should i just stop reading it entirely or ignore it like always?
If you do something that makes you feel disgusted with yourself till you have suicidal thoughts, you should definitely stop reading it.
From what I understand based on your questions, it seems you're not comfortable with reading bl with smuts, maybe you can try reading you know bl without the smut. There are a few decent ones that are really swee...... reply
