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Do you have like a turning point in your life
I get wayy to attached to someone. idk if I have attachments issues or something like that. but my condition is already not in a Normal scale.
but then one day I told myself that "nobody really wants to hear your story or care about you, you dumb shit." that's why I've been silent this whole year
is this toxic? probably
well I mean it depends.
for me, this works like a lucky charm
I've been expecting less from people, keeping a safe distance and really just not depending on someone else again
this made me feel way more safer. I've used to be so anxious about my social life like what if my friends hate me? what if they found out something about me that made them dislike me somehow or not wanting to be my friend anymore
it's like the closer I get to someone the more I get anxious
It's the opposite for me. I used to love myself now when I breathe I could only hate myself. I'm doing healthy stuff and such. I tried following the tips like doing laundry and tidying up my room. But... It's just that now my mental health deteriorate sm. reply
