Im going to be killed soon.

My teacher just ruined my mood at 12 am cuz she just sent me photo of my failed test- My mom is going to kill me and my tutor is going to kill me too.
I was supposted to study but I'm lazy and I didin't even open a book I copied my answers off the internet without even checking them cuz I was too fucking lazy..
I'm such a failure hahhaahaa! Im ashamed to admit my grade to my tutor cuz she will probably think im stupid but the truth is I'm lazy piece of shit- She spent like 4 hours trying to make me learn anything but I still failed- Why do I have to be so lazy and unmotivated dumbass
I literally don't know how to be less lazy or motivated


Btw I invite yall to my funeral ^^