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(help) I'm a bad gf / gay thoughts...
When me and my bf were about to to date/in the beginning I was so happy , but through time that's changed, and I hate it... He's perfect, nice, and my type, but I think it started ever since I joked saying how we'd be cute if we were "lesbians" because it made me feel a certain way.... I like Yuri too, and whenever we make "future" plans it doesn't feel as legit as it once did... We're perfect for each other, and I hate feeling this way, because it's happened before, and whenever I break up with guys I regret it after... What should I do, I don't wanna use him , but finding a gf is hard.... I'm pan too, so maybe it's just a lesbian phase? It's never been this long though :( I think i'll be happier with a girl but idk....
I don't think I would ever say this to anyone I know, but.. I've always liked girls first in anything, be it real person or in media. I did like this one boy who was nice to me.. But when he gets close I had my doubts too. I do say the words like "I'm not interested in boys" at least not "that" way but people would take it as a joke. Heck some even...... reply