what was i on

I just realized now how little i cared about anything when i was a kid. I left my parents in the parking lot and went to class by myself, and i stole toys on the playground if they had left it there. I slept past nap time even though they would try to wake me up, and i would always get in trouble for going places i wasn't supposed to. We also had to bring in toys every week that started with a certain letter, but i didn't even care about that and brought in toys i liked. I was also so brutally honest it scares me, i had a lot of angst for a 5 year old man. I also saw two kids kiss and i tattle tailed on them, i was so evil.