im so lost

The darkness.... inside of me............ is growing...I can't anymore............People keep calling me a pick me....What even is that? Just because i'm not like other girls that doesn't give you a right to define what I am....ヾ(☆▽☆) The fact that people are calling me a fake and telling me that i'm dumb and stupid is....TERRIBLE.....JUST BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT AND WANT FRIENDS DOESN'T MEAN YOU STUPIDS CAN TELL ME WHAT I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................DONT TRY TO HELP ME.....We aren't the same so stop trying...I'm different then you.... (︶︿︶)＝凸