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I have no one to talk to but I just needed to let this out. Sometimes.. I just want everything to end. I have always thought of suicide but I'm scared of pain. I lost my job during the pandemic and I'm basically a burden to everyone around me. I tried applying for jobs and nobody wants me. I do art to redirect my frustrations and disappointments and I think I'm good enough cuz I do comms as well. But these days, even art does not do its magic anymore. Everyday is a constant battle. Thoughts shift from negative to positive to encouraging then completely hopeless. Im so confused.. just everything rapidly. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm hanging on. I'm barely holding on. I tell myself to be strong. That this is just a test for me to overcome. All the self blaming and justifications are just excuses. I want to give up. So bad.
I just want to rest. Please let me rest. I'm so tired. I think I really am crazy.
you can always talk to us here, i know things are very hard for you right now but I promise it will get better even though it seems like it won't. you are not a burden you will never be, please don't lose hope. give yourself a break from everything here are cute kittens hopefully, they make you feel better reply
hey, I have also been in some dark moments this year especially with all that's going on. I know your struggles. However life is not supposed to be easy and every day is a battle. BUT you are strong and will overcome this. If you feel yourself slipping away, try to talk to someone; family; friends and/or seek some professional help if possible. Try...... reply
you r not crazy. thats okay. you did good, you tried so hard. its simple maybe but its gonna be alright. i wish for you all the happiness i can imagine. stay safe reply
You don’t have to say sorry for being overwhelmed by everything at times. It sounds simple but I hope you hear that it is depression that has its hold of you atm. Depression is sneaky, because it feels like it’s normal to be down over things like losing a job and feeling like a burden, but when these feelings overwhelm you and are constant day ...... reply
just remember that you are not alone and if you want to talk, you can always text me or something and I hope you will feel better soon. I know I can't do much because we don't even know each other, but I can always listen to you
and sorry if something is misspelled but I can't write well yet reply
Wait we're just the same but i hav a stable job but im not scared of pain i want to die too but ya kno ther is still sombody who cares for you take care babe reply
hey man just wanted to say, ur doing great. uve held on for so long and ur so strong. please hold on for a bit more, it'll get better i promise you. take one day at a time, step by step and you'll pull urself through this. i know you can dude. im very proud of how far youve come. youre not a burden, youre not a failure, youre not some thorn. you wi...... reply
you can rest, honey. you've done so much, so take your time and have a rest, okay ? it's alright to just take a day off and rest, think about having a vacation or something you'd like ! you don't have to kill yourself to end the pain, you just need to take your mind off of these things. if it does not work, it's fine. i wish i could hug you right n...... reply
