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I have no one to talk to but I just needed to let this out. Sometimes.. I just want everything to end. I have always thought of suicide but I'm scared of pain. I lost my job during the pandemic and I'm basically a burden to everyone around me. I tried applying for jobs and nobody wants me. I do art to redirect my frustrations and disappointments and I think I'm good enough cuz I do comms as well. But these days, even art does not do its magic anymore. Everyday is a constant battle. Thoughts shift from negative to positive to encouraging then completely hopeless. Im so confused.. just everything rapidly. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm hanging on. I'm barely holding on. I tell myself to be strong. That this is just a test for me to overcome. All the self blaming and justifications are just excuses. I want to give up. So bad.
I just want to rest. Please let me rest. I'm so tired. I think I really am crazy.
hey, I have also been in some dark moments this year especially with all that's going on. I know your struggles. However life is not supposed to be easy and every day is a battle. BUT you are strong and will overcome this. If you feel yourself slipping away, try to talk to someone; family; friends and/or seek some professional help if possible. Try...... reply
