2018

here are some things i wrote in 2018...I was so... im not even sure
-- means whens what i wrote a few years/months later
1) jesus christ i hate you (i scratched out the word jesus.. christian school does shit to you) -dont use the lords name in vain-
2) 10 Days until my birthday. I really dont know what i want. All i want is pencik, lamanatars, new markers, and sharpeners.
3) I stayed up until 11 last night. Thats super late -I stay up until 3 now... my poor younger self you shouldntve done that-
4) Brother! If you wanted a BLT would you like one with a whole Bacon? I would but we only have half a bacon! wow can i PLEASE have MORE BACON PLEASE? Hello who would like half a bacon
5) I hate school i only want to do computer school or home school. I HATE SCHOOL -Oh if only... if only you knew...-
6) I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH. SHE LOST MY FLESHLIGHT. SO NOW I CANT SEE THE DATE! -FLASH LIGHT FUCKING HELL ITS FLASHLIGHT KID "A" NOT "E" GODDAMN-
7) We got mexican food yum yum!
8) (sistersname) nips are scabbed
9) We also went to ?(that was all... that was the page)
10) We had a new kid his name is James. Another boy. Hes blond and really ugly. -damn bitch... you started liking him.- (i also messed up the date so it was 10-19-2030)
11) As good as a tree
12) She doesnt understand me. Mom i keep saying no for a long time oh ok just keep it in! what? 2 years to see if im still feeling like this. bottle everything up then theres something wrong --le gasp- the starting of me hating myself and being so very sad everyday how cute-
-its been 2 years i asked and she said "your growing up".. yea sooo baby self we have the same problem but mine is more... severe-