You ever feel guilty for not reading/watching recommendations?

I have over 20 different Chinese dramas stacked up in my list or otherwise in my tabs from recommendations from my cousin. When she asks me, did you continue to watch _____ after I left, I have to tell her no. I’m so lazy and even if some of them are really interesting, I don’t want to watch 40 minute episodes even though I clearly waste my time every day doing stuff. Why am I even asking for the names anymore? For the ones I did continue watching and stopped watching for, I might need to rewatch the previous episodes again because I have no idea what’s going on ;-;