YALL KILL ME NOW PLEASE

I JUST TOLD MY CRUSH I THINK I REALLY LIKE HER AND IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF WHY DID I DO THAT AHHHHHHH WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY I MAKE POOR DECISIONS AND IM BARELY EVEN FREAKING OUT BC ITS 12AM AND IM TIRED AND DEAD AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHYYYYYYYY