Do you have abusive parents?

So um actual because i can't talk with anyone about this i just want to let this out here cause i'm so done with my life and my abusive dad, let me get this off my chest. My dad saw me today in the school talking with my friends and there was a boy like the TF the boy just touched my shoulder didn't even harm me or said anything bad to me he literry just said "(m/n ah hello) and this was just sarcastic like we just wrote an math exam and he asked about how we did in the exam and i was telling not just him but all of my friends that i did everything and was done with all the exam papers. Then suddenly my dad was waiting behind but like where tf did he came from i didn't even noticed it the boy then called my name and said it's your dad brooo when i saw him you don't know how scared i was when he saw me with the boy he then suddenly started asking who it was and why he talked to me why he touched my shoulder and this all isn't even that worse this is the worst he then said that he would kill me if he saw me with any boys or with this boy he would kill him and then kill me he said he would rip off my head and hit me and the boy to death dude you don't know how scared i was, i was littery shaking.

It like that one time when he found me on the phone with my guy friend as he heard his voice he came towards me yelled at me and made my whole body shake cause he really scared me and i thought i'm going to die. He then snatched my phone and started yelling at me why did you talk to him why is he talking to you who is that i will rip off you head and make you bleed till you die and then he just smashed my phone against the wall like that and abused me he hit me and screamed at me i coulden't even move from the shock i head it's not like it's the first time he said those things to me he always abuses me hits me making me death threats and making my life to hell, i come at home i go to my room and just want to sit for a while then suddenly he comes in yelling at me for littery nothing and making me fear everything and making me have suicide thoughts and runaway.

probably no one will read all this but i just wanted to get this off my chest and finally talk about this, i really hate him from all my chest and wish him the death always when i see him my head goes "die die die" i just wanted to talk. So do you have abusive parents?