I wish I was normal

unlike other girls, I dont like makeup or skirts. I like pants and hanging out with guy friends. During horror movies, I laugh, especially during the killing scenes. I simp for the joker, not batman or superman. I like reading yaoi/BL while others like dresses and perfect shoujo mangas. I like knives and gory things. im so strange and weird, I dont fit in. I wish I could :(