Hi, while I appreciate people getting help from others on this platform. I do not see this as an appropriate place to be asking these questions. If you do find yourself having suicidal thoughts, please consider getting help from online sources or an in-person therapist. It's important to get help though, I hope you all have a smooth recovery.
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When I failed my exames and got expelled from my university, I got over and over again the same thought when I was standing at the railway station: "What if I jump? Should I?" Fortunally, I remembered my husband and my parrents right after those thoughts. I'm convinced they would be devastated and hartbroken if I did something like that. Now I'm gl...... 1 reply
When i was 14 i thought about ending it. I was in a horrible place, abusive parents, self harm, struggling in school, eta. I tried to hang myself in my bedroom but got caught. After that i was constantly trying to figure out a way to do it again.
Once i left home and was in college a friend jumped in front of a train... it hurt, i never want to cau...... reply
When i was in my 10th grade, i had a fight with my parents. it was so serious that i got instantly depressed and went straight up to the 3rd floor of my house to jump (can this even kill you? ionno lmao) and end everything right there at that moment. my mind was blank at that moment and all i could think of was to die. i didnt do it cause my parent...... reply
I think every thought of suicide is serious and yes I have thought about it several times. I constantly have these nagging thoughts like 'why still bother?', 'I don't want to live like this', 'make it stop' etc. But I have made actual plans before as well. I was too chicken to act on them though. I don't even think I am glad I didn't kill myself th...... reply
yes. started having them when i was fifth grade, but everything rlly spiralled out of control in high school in which i was hospitalized 6 times from sophmore yr to the first semester of college. i would have suicidal ideations more often than thoughts and had made several attempts, but thankfully they all failed. in highschool, i was in group ther...... 1 reply
yes, it started years ago when my lowest point of my life happened. when I feel empty, I think a lot of scenarios that would possibly killed me in an instant. reply
Act i hv been in a state wherever when i hold a knife like cuttin a fruit or anythin for dishes i cant help thinking of slitting my throat..but that just my intrusive thought tellin me..but still it scary when stressed out it be like that a sudden urge 1 reply
I've thought about it when I was around 12 yrs old. I was bullied for my head covering from the aftermath of 9/11, and my parents were busy obsessing over my younger brother (it felt like a big deal at that time). I did slash the back of my left hand--and I have the wide scar till this day--but I never went through it, because at the end of the da...... 1 reply
