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How should I continue living having a toxic household?
I have my parents and relatives that are so toxic that make me want to kill me because of fear, anxiety, stress and depression. My parents beat the shit out of me when i was a child in order to make me a good kid who behaves correctly. Now, they act normal most of the times, but they still don´t respect me and make it difficult for me and my brothers to value ourselves. I have a lot of traumas that thinking about committing suicide is one of the most normal things i do now. I have a little sister with a lot of traumas too. If I am still alive is bc I want to protect her, however, we have no clue about what to do. It´s difficult for me to get a job and I try to study for my own benefit but in this environment it´s really hard just to breathe fresh air. Idk if anyone is going to read this, but I just want to kill myself so much just to end with this shit asap.
Well I relate to this SO MUCH. My parents don't let me have any freedom or independence.They will choose my dress and everything. Plus they are sexist AF. My grandparents and every relative hate me bc I am not good looking and have bad grades. They torture me verbally everyday. They ised to physically hurt me a lot too but I have gotten stronger no...... 1 reply
I relate to you so much. The only thing that keeps me alive is the hope that one day I WILL gtfo from this house. That I will surely attain happiness and finally live my life, my way. It's hard to hold on. It is. I'm struggling so hard to get through every day alone, no one to confide in and only listens to other people's problems to run away from ...... reply
I'm really sorry to hear that. It is really unfair when the home is toxic, it's just not right. When my family life was too toxic and I was suffering, I did counselling. It help me reclaim myself from the parent trauma. Hopefully, that may help you too to find ways to improve self esteem again. Having that one professional who you can unload to he...... reply
My adolescent life is also spent in a toxic environment. Where my privacy was never really respected, I always have to fit in and every insecurities that are bare in their eyes are being pointed. It's just awful I wanna leave that place.
Then there's this person that I thought could be kind enough to make me feel at least a bit secure but they p...... 1 reply
