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I hate my family so much. They shouldn't even be considered family really.
I didn't want to eat any breakfast today which is a simple thing for me
and then they started freaking out and making a big deal out of it
about how I should eat or else ill get sick. ik ill eat lunch at 2 or 3.
No matter how many times I said it, they didn't listen and then constantly bothered me for it so then I started throwing a tantrum and threw pillows (not because of them telling me to eat food but how they made one little thing into a huge motherfucking deal, all the other kids my age are so free. i can't even have freedom for how i eat.) and then this is where my stupid fucking dad or should i say random man came in started yelling at me
and then when he left i started crying in my pillow while i was crying i looked at my laptop to hide my face. He came back and said shit about "to wake up early tomorrow and read islamic shit" and then i started crying more then my uncle came in and fuckin lectured me on how i should at least a little in the morning but i just didn't want anything.
I did absolutely motherfucking nothing to them and this is what they do to me. I mean breakfast isn't even that important to me anyway
and how did I go one month without eating for a long time until dawn in Ramadan like they're so dramatic and controlling.
I'm still crying thanks to them, motherfuckers seriously.
I'm almost in high school leave me alone and the worst thing is they don't say anything to my sisters and they're younger.
ok i understand that one of them is a kid and all.
But like the other is only 3 years apart from me and they don't say anything when she doesn't eat breakfast and dinner or lunch. She doesn't eat her meals properly instead she eats unhealthy stuff. It's so unfair
They let her do whatever she wants with her diet
which is not even a diet and im fuckin older than her too.
I'm mad about the fact that they made one small thing into a huge thing
and then make me cry then they're happy but for one I am not happy.