What made you read BL / Yaoi

I don't blame them but it all started off as me
an "innocent" fan of BTS (former army here) just a little "search" in watpad I find F A N F I C T I O N S and it was a shounen ai. And I read and read and read and eventually finding myself reading sexual scenes. And I find this site Mangago and read my first ever BL that I've read "Love is an illusion" I wish I can turn back but there's no way out