do you ever feel guilty when your reading yaoi

I rlly like reading Yaoi and BLs bc they so much more interesting than shoujo or straight ones but sometimes when im on the spicy parts I stop and im like omygod what If my friends found out I read this or is it rlly ok for me to be enjoying this.like I just feel guilty for the randomest reasons.- mabey I just care what ppl think abt me too much idk