I'm tired of my ma

Hi I'm just here to rant. You can read my long ass rant or you can just ignore them cuz I'm just releasing my frustrations here :).

Is there any word of being mentally and physically tired of your parents' toxicity, verbal abuse, and their fcking judgy eyes like can't they just leave me alone????????? Especially THAT FCKING BIRTH GIVER. ahhhhhhhhh I just want to get away from them as soon as possible. well i just have to endure it for about 1-2 months because by september I will go abroad to study in a university. And i decided to live in a dorm with my friend.

Hmmmm still, i wanted to get some pocket money from them but wouldn't want any interaction with them or even chat with them.... i can't even leave my brother alone with them. NWJQUQKSNSHWHBWHW WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE SO FCKING UNBEARABLE!?!? IS THERE A RULE THAT YOU HAVE TO BE A PRICK AND BE SO FCKING TOXIC TO EDUCATE YOUR FCKING OFFSPRING??? I JUST WANTED THAT FCKING BIRTH GIVER TO PUT HER IN A BUILDING AND I'LL BRING A CANON BALL TO DESTROY IT OR LET SOME CEMENT OR OTHER HARD THINGY FALL ON HER HEAD AND MAKE HER LOSE HER MEMORY OR JUST DAMAGE HER THROAT SO SHE CAN'T SAY THOSE FCKING WORDS TO ME.

THAT FCKING BIRTH GIVER WITH AN UGLY ASS PERSONALITY AND A SELF ESTEEM DESTROYER BETTER NOT INTERACT WITH ME IN THE FUTURE OR I'LL SPREAD ALL THE THINGS SHE SAID TO ME TO MY RELATIVES

Ok ranted everything i wanted to say here and thank you for reading and sorry for some cursed words i wrote here.