HELP ME PLEASE

I read this yaoi/BL a long time ago T_T back in 2020 or 2021 and it was about a character i think he is a goblin or that his name translates to goblin and he sees monsters and i dropped it BUT I WANT TO PICK IT UP AGAIN BUT I FORGOT THE NAME SO PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME.. all i remeber is the main character was blonde and had red eyes