Why do you find yourself being more cringy in 2019-2021?

For me I think the reason I still cringe at my own answers and thoughts is because I was still trying to deconstruct myself from the racist/sexist/queerphobic pipeline that I was unknowingly climbing on when I was really younger.
Now I like to think I've completely detached myself from those damaging ideas and pursue a better path, and looking back....I mean I was definitely better than who I was in 5th/ early middle school, but I was still yikes sometimes. I also thought that I was just generally less funny （/TДT)/