friends

Is there someone that doesn't have friends at all? If so, how have you been all this time ?

I just felt like asking how things are for other people and how they have been managing since lately I'm starting to feel lonelier than usual but even if I suddenly feel like making a friend online (since there is no hope for me IRL haha), my energy just disappears out of nowhere and I end up not being able to keep the conversation going despite how nice and sweet the other person is ; - ;

I'm not even sure if what I wrote makes sense,, however thank you for whoever reads this and I hope you are doing well :)