Update....kinda of

So i posted few hours ago this question https://www.mangago.me/thing/about/673702/?filter=date#about_673710
and I just wanted to say I understand why you'all responded like that. and I'm not trying to defend myself for anything. just wanted to be clear that it is my first time feeling those sort of emotions, and yeah I WAS WRONG.
i wanted to confess to a taken guy ( but tbh it was more like I wanted to be back to be friends) but I guess everyone can see that we've been drifting away since long ago, and any relationship I had with him has already ended.
just wanted to say I won't try anything with him. and wanted to thank all of you who answered me, i tried to reply to all of you but there was too many answers.