One of my best friends blew his head off when I was 18 & my mom basically died in my arms. Also loosing pets. I’ve lost 4 cats (3 were from a litter I hand raised when I was a teenager, they all got cancer and within 1 yr were gone), and 1 dog. I’m done with loosing those I love so I’m determined I’m going to die before anyone else I love d...... 2 reply
