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umm so i messed up
okay so like a majority of you out there i like to read yaoi, and more specifically smut, for the romance. like yes it’s hot but at core i’m not really getting horny reading it, more like i enjoy the sex in a mostly platonic way. i’m not sure if that makes sense, but the main take away is this — as much as i enjoy yaoi and smutty scene, im doing so in a way that doesn’t make me aroused.
until one day i made the mistake of getting myself off to yaoi.... and screwed up. it wasn’t like a romance story or anything, it was hentai that i somehow stumbled upon and got me all hot and bothered. but now when i read yaoi it makes me feel weird like i’m still not really horny and i’m still interested in the romance but i do feel like a slight bit of arousal and i hate it bc i just want to go back to aesthetically liking the smut.
Totally normal. People get off to things they wouldn’t want to experience themselves, such as rape. You did not mess up, it’s perfectly normal. Just get used to it. reply
I hate to tell you this but you just might of awakened a kink. I really do not know how to help you maybe just read stuff without sex for a bit and see if you go back to just enjoying the story. I never tried to go back but I hope that helps. reply
I experienced this pretty recent actually. So I think I was like just super duper horny or something where I didn't care about the story only about the sex. It happened for like one night but the next day I felt ashamed. I just took a break from reading anything and spend some time doing other things. Then tried going back to read yaoi. It felt wei...... reply
Well, it isn't easy to go back though. I mean. It's like some kind of pandora's box that once you open you can never close it. But it gets better though when you get used to it. Erotic and arousing things are still beautiful things too. 2 reply
This frking happened to me too... I'm still trying to find good yaoi stuffs to read but, I don't have the same enticing feeling the way I had before. I enjoy reading hentai(specifically manhwas) I know some stories are fked up but Idk why I still enjoy reading it. There's no problem in reading it, you just need to get used to it. everything's const...... reply
The arousal will likely pass eventually. Just like all kinds of content (pornographic or otherwise), if you consume it regularly you'll probably get used to it and it will lose its initial punch.
Do keep in mind that the smut is made to arouse, so it isn't surprising you're feeling this way. Give it time, reads some more stuff- maybe drop the smut ...... reply
i think you have 2 choices to try.
1. Drop the smut for a while. Go read some shonen-ai and shoujo, even shonen. Like detoxify your mind.
2. Read some smut whit good plot like lover boy, painter of the night, saezuru tori wa habatakanai, december rain, Truth or Dare, ten count (maybe) reply
Try looking at positioning rather than the face that they make. You can kind of read what kind of atmosphere they're having sex in and try imagine how nice it would be to be able to share this kind of moment with someone you like. Start doing this with the more fluffy kind yaoi and progress in to the more smuttier kind and even if you're into it th...... 1 reply
