AITA

I feel like I'm going deeper into the spiral of doom (depression) so before I go any deeper, I wanna rant here.

Why do I always find myself picking out the dislikes? Red flags? Something distasteful?behaviors in every relationship (platonic)?

Like I have genuinely have great friends (I think I do. Oh god I hope I do) but sometimes I find myself overthinking extremely over the tiniest shit they do (something that makes me think that they hate me)

For example, today I was supposed to submitting an assignment (draft of an essay) and I mixed up the timings of the deadline. When I messaged in the group, thats when they tell me that the time was already over by so and so time. They all submitted while I was clueless and had no idea. They never bothered to tell me when they did bother openly constantly yesterday because we all were working on it so yeah (idk if this sentence makes sense). I KNOW I'm partly at fault too because I should be keeping track of the timings but come on, shouldn't all the deadline timings be at 11:59 midnight ;-;
(This is like one of the few incidents) (I honestly believe this has something to do with all my past friendships being red flags)