I randomly get so depressed and I hate it so much. I can be in the happiest state of my life, good social circle, a job, working out, but then slowly I feel depression kick in and I give up on maintaining my life, I've lost so many friends over this :(. I feel like I'm always depressed but it just gets worse on some days sometimes even months and I...... 1 reply
I'm always constantly anxious to the point where I have stomach issues (tmi) and there's no extreme reason for it other than my anxiety is always there. Theres always extreme dread just sitting in the pit of my stomach and I try to to occupy my mind by watching a movie or doing something fun but I can't even focus bcs I feel so restless. ☹️☹...... 3 reply
I've been working on the same fanfic chapter for over a month now and I'm still so hesitant to share it. Each time I open google docs to work on it its like I find something else that can be "fixed"/changed. For the perfectionists writers out there. How do u get over the crippling fear of inadequacy? 1 reply
Stumbling upon porn, ao3. Ex gf choked me for first time years back and now its a dangerous kink i have but oh well
Edit: now remembering she choked me during an argument (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ reply
distance yourself from that friend ml like another user said on here. it seems like they're punishing you and being passive aggressive and i think that habit they have is really slimy 2 reply
main fandoms rn, chainsaw man and aot, my fav ships are akiangel and for aot, my favorite yaoi ship is AND HEAR ME OUT armin x jean. THEY'RE SO CUTE idc. Reiner x eren goes crazy as well. Other than that im a sucker for ymir and historia, aot was simply just them for me at some points lol. Also hannibal and hannigram.
I used to write on ao3 but i...... reply
not all sexual media is porn, media with sex in it isn't porn, so your point makes sense. It's like if you watch fleabag or the wolf of wall street or some shit then that'd count as cheating according to your friends logic because they have explicit sex scenes.
The porn industry as a whole is exploitative and predatory, and that alone is reason en...... reply
I'm not even trying to be woke (because consent is sooo woke/s) but like consent is genuinely so sexy and I don't get how noncon is so normalized in "romance" fiction to the point where authors think fans prefer it (a lot do ngl). Like the thought of someone wanting you so badly, and being so attracted to you, and seeking you out, and giving you the okay to do the devils tango and merge souls with them is soooo hot. Consent is genuinely really sexy
I don't get it atp lemme just read straight manwhas. Plus I feel like a lot of straight porn manwhas etc gets a lot of negative comments and low ratings on here but it's quite literally the same shit in the average yaoi just straight
