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Hii,, just trauma dumping here... Please don't judge if you don't like it don't read thanks. Since I don't have anywhere else to talk about this I decided to write it here...
So.. I've been raped by my brother who is 10 years older than me. It happened when I was 13 and he touched me when I was sleeping. I didn't understand it by that time what happened. And thought it was normal because I was also touch sexually by another man when I was 5. I forgot about it all but at 14 when my mom died my bro started to get closer to me giving me stuff and cheering me up I thought that it was just an accident?? but no it was not. One day I was sitting in his room and he forcefully touched me and it escalated and he went all the way. It had been going on for about 4 years and he just said it was normal and ""I love you very much"" etc etc. I couldn't tell anyone even now I'm fucking writing here haha.. I belong to a Muslim country and if I tell anyone what happened to me or what I've done they will surly put the blame on me.. that's why I can't do that. I'm now 20 and I still have to live with him. Because I don't have a home nor any parents to live with I'm all alone no money nothing.
The only thing I want is to leave him as early as possible and it is so hard to make money as a female in a Muslim country I just don't know what to do. He has told everyone that he has fucked his sister (his friends online) and it becomes very hard to bare I wish it had never happened. I hope everyday that I was never born. Terrible people exist and they do terrible things to young people.
Thank you for reading my rant I'm very happy you're here.
thats horrible girl, i swear to god muslim countries, i love them but they gotta get their shit right for us girls, seriously. i cant offer much, talk w a friend or some shit man, start a go-fund me without your brother knowing, explain your situation, there are good samaritans in this world willing to help and donate, i pray for your difficulties ...... 1 reply
I think your predicament is very difficult. And resolving it might require you to be very methodical and meticulous to avoid danger. You've certainly been dealt a very difficult hand, but you still have your health, which is more than other people have. Religious countries are always difficult to work around because when you become so devout you es...... reply
it's not trauma dumping but i wanted to share something with you...
when i was around 10...back in my village...a shopkeeper near my grandma's house....touched me sexually and groped my chest and...uhh yk...( i know you understand)
so...i was scared but i didn't know what just happened...i just ran with my chips ( i went to buy chips to the store)...... reply
Ignore this because i have nothing helpful to say sorry
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I hope your brother goes to hell, or whatever version of hell your religion has. I'm sure he's already reserved a place in hell while he's still alive.
I've never understood why somebody...... reply
As someone living in Muslim country I fucking hate it this things happens all the time and nobody care they would just put the blame on the girls days ago they killed a girl because her husband said "she wasn't a virgin" just because she didn't bleed the first night bruh and nobody blamed him they just shut up and said it's his right to do I'm real...... reply
i dont even know what to say...................im literally speechless im so sorry.......im so so sorry you had to go through this......feel free to talk to me!!! Reach out me if u want to!!! Im always here to listen to u! I will make u comfy enough! I swear I wont make u feel out of place! U can talk anything to me! also i might be a buttplug but...... reply
Goddess gracious this is one of the most vile thing i have ever read if i could give you a million physical hug now to shield you from the monster who is related to you.
Please tell your close ones or the one you trust to help you because the longer you endure it the more suffered you are. And if you could equip a camera, or a record when he back t...... reply
That's a monster right there. He deserves nothing but karma and everything negative. I wish you would escape this situation sooner or later (hopefully sooner) and have nothing follow you but luck, joy, and everything nice and that you two would NEVER cross paths. I am not a religious person, but I will pray for you well-being.
Fuck sex offenders. reply
