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I hate men
I’m sorry but I’ve come to the conclusion that I really can’t just be with a man. Like idk I’m bi or whatever but at this point I’m not even sure if I actually even really like men or if i just keep telling myself that because of internalized homophobia or something. Like I hate everything about fucking a man and literally every time it happens I just disassociate and hope it ends as soon as possible. I also hate when men have feelings for me. Like recently one of my close guy friends told me he had feelings for me and I just felt so… disgusted? Like he’s a good guy and all and he’s attractive too so it’s not that he’s not my type or anything. He was really understanding about it when I turned him down to but it still made me really uncomfortable. Like idk I guess I felt betrayed? Idk if that makes any sense at all. But the thing is I don’t get like this with girls at all. When a girl asks me out even if I’m not interested I’m still really flattered. So why do I get like that with guys?????
Idk it’s probably some childhood trauma thing that I’ll uncover later in life.
Ok. I'm a guy and I think this is a fucking joke. But in the hypothetical case that you're actually serious, there's so much to break down in your post because that's just pathetic and sad.
1) "I’m sorry but I’ve come to the conclusion that I really can’t just be with a man. Like idk I’m bi or whatever but at this point I’m not even su...... 4 reply
You probably feel so shitty with yourself because of things you heard during your life, like how relatives asks if you have any crush in a boy, and you subconsciously internalize it as a rule "I HAVE to love man" or something like that. But that's definitely not the case, and its going to be a tough journey to sort all the things you internalize an...... 1 reply
