an irregular college student who spends most of her time in the internet to alleviate loneliness, have existential crisis and a cynical person. There's nothing special about me coz I have an overall boring and fucked up life and lack of interest in almost everything except my fandoms. 1 reply
quite shy calm but at the same time a scary and emotionless girl ,that doesn't know the meaning of happiness nor the meaning of love ( i guess i'm Aromantic ) ; now have a lot of dreams but none of them will ever be realised, studies that went to shit, hate marriage because of parents, have 0000 friends in real life, well in general fucked up life...... reply
On a scale of crippling depression to psychotic happiness, I'd place myself at a solid 6. I guess I've got it pretty good but I bet things would be better if I wasn't so damn half-assed about everything. I'm about to go into biological sciences at university. It's just something I chose arbitrarily because I have no clue what I want to do with my l...... reply
I'm just people who like peacefulness and relaxation..
I just feels being angry or protest about inequity-things is really tired and wasting time- there's no guarantee it would bring good result after doing that
But in fact, it also affects on my all sense of feeling..
I find it difficult to express or response everything..
well, almost people will...... 1 reply
Currently im only waiting for the final exam, yea my life is pretty boring, no crush to be loved, i have no reason to go to campus too since i only studied if the exam comes. The only thing that could make me happy rite now is probably reading bl and watching some good anime. Oh and i like seeing people (in my country) commenting on others post. It...... reply
Currently? Fucking stressed. I got waitlisted by a grad school and am still waiting. I am arguably one of the smartest people in my department, but i transferred in with like a 3.3 which is horrible apparently, but i was previously doing a major I hated. All my junior and senior classes are As. It fucking blows. I'm not ready to find a job in the ...... 4 reply
I don't think my life is very beautiful. I'm introvert(in some ways) but I'd like to talking with people I comfortable with. I'm short about 152 cm. I'm lazy but I try to be independent person, 'cause I don't want to depend on someone if I can do it myself. I don't like rules or to be ruled. I didn't join any organizations in my university because ...... reply
being me is basically 20% panicking over academics, 50% crying, 10% worrying after friends, and 20% self-hatred. (no, i'm not kidding. my university is competitive as all hell, not to mention half of my country seems to think that we're all violent, cocky motherf!ckers who are easy targets for online harassment. still, i'm almost done with my 3rd y...... reply
Im currently studying medicine to be a doctor yet still im heavily addicted in anime. Im reading bl mangas instead of memorizing oh god my life is fine i guess? reply
