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LET'S BE FRIENDS
I'm a loner, can't say that i'm a exacly a loner since i'm not that introvert i have friends at home, but at school i'm always alone:< , senior highschool life for me is fuck up everybody is so fucking mean and i'm starting to think that maybe it's me even though i never done anything for them to act like that to me all i want is a cool, amazing and a happy senior high school life like those kdrama i watch but its really different! I'm an academic achiever but what's happening right now it's fucking affecting my performance! i hate it, i used to be able to recite without thinking anyones opinion whether my answers gonna be right or wrong instead i think of atleast i tried, but now???? it's so fuck up i cant even recite well, no i don't recite at all anymore because i'm so scared of their judgement! my quizzes? i use to top it all back then and whenever i got low score me and my friends will just laught it off, but now? all my quizzes are fucking low and when i see the result i will just think like damn i could've ace it if i study harder, but i cant even focus when im studying its so hard i'm losing interest in studying i just want a friend i just want to have a circle of friends i wish my junior high school friends are still my classmate! I missed them so much. All of this is so fucking draining it's sooo hard thats its affecting my mental health, i wasn't like this back then, what happened to me:<! This is not all but all i know is that theres a lot more i wanted to say but i cant find words that described this dumb feelings!
So sorry it's hard for you.
Personally can't and don't want to be friends(I am a grown adult, you understand) but I sincerely hope it gets better.
But try to go back on track and work on what changed, so you can be your better self. I'm sure some lovely soul will be delighted to be your friend in the future, it's okay, take your time and discover y...... reply
I can kinda relate. I got no friends cause I'm not in in an in-person schooling, so it gets pretty lonely. I'm an academic achiever too, but every now and then I feel drained cause of the loneliness. I just tell myself that this loneliness isn't permanent, and that I should still carry on strong. I understand you tho, it would be nice to have a stu...... 1 reply
im sorry that you feel like that while i cant say that i really relate to you cus our experience are quite different i understand what you're feeling i recently graduated highschool and i dont think i have any specific memorable moments with my classmates too and thats okay! you will get through this i believe in you and one thing i would like to a...... reply
That's so hard. Your friends are not your real friends. Real friends encourage each other to participate in class and once someone is successful within their group of friends they will clap for that person and wait for their turn to be successful too. I think you need to cut off those people and try to make new friends with other people. Making new...... 2 reply
