What is the weirdest thing you've done/felt regarding you love life

I'll go first So I had a crush on this guy for like 2 weeks then after that I found out he had a girl he was seeing then a month later they became officially together. yk I was kind of envious of the girl he was with cuz i was like omg she so lucky anyway like 3 months after that my feelings for the guy faded away but then I got close with his girlfriend. We slowly became friends and she told me that she really likes hanging out with me. so here's the weird thing i slowly got attached to her and thought she was cute af and developed a lil crush it was weird as hell not only is she taken but also by my past crush. I fall pretty easily okay?? in my defense she's really touchy, we always hold hands when we talk and caress each other's skinshe's kind of flirty but maybe it's just as a friend thing (i'm touchy but I never do that with my friends) jk i know my limits ofc I'm trying reallyyy hard not to ruin our friendship but like I just can't yk I want to be more than just friends.. I know i'm weird y'all don't need to call me out