so, update to my previous post which is https://www.mangago.me/thing/about/725163/ Just like what most of the comments said, I should communicate my feelings and worries with him and so I did. We communicate for now through chat because we can't meet yet. He just said thank you and laughed, it was really funny and I laughed too. My message had me saying that I like him too but I'm just a person so full of worries with a bit of insecurities, that's why I'm scared and not ready to be in a relationship. Somehow, I feel so bothered about it because you know, it's a pity, tbh. He's got this good looks, so practical, and so kind and thoughtful. Now, this became a rant of mine ah hahahaha. But if we were to sit on the seashore and you give me the chance to speak all of the things I have in my mind, a week would not be enough hahaha I always kept everything to myself that's why no one here understands me. That's another reason, I don't want them to know me cause I'll feel naked. But yeah this is getting long, you guys might be bored reading this. To conclude, it's a fucking pity. A hundred percent. Not even a day has passed but I regret it already. But I just have to get through this (and prolly hate myself whenever I remember).
