r/AmITheBadGuy. am I (16 Female seattle) sexist towards men

Relationships with men are just so replaceable compared to relationships with women. Talk abt my interests to them males and everythings fine but then when they start being weird (i find myself surrounded by incels so they want to smooch every girl who they come into contact with) i just leave and replace them. But with women i put tons of effort into maintaining a friendship and if it ends it’s a lot harder to find someone to ‘replace them’. and if i do end up finding a ‘replacement’ everything just feels so much different. like wow they’re actually individuals… but like with men, they all act the same and are unsettling/uncomfortable to be around at times.

basically ig i form a deeper connection with other women compared to men. it’s like men are all the same and they just treat every woman in their lives who arent related to them as talking boobies. they just make things weird and i feel sick when men.. you could say that attraction is the barrier from me forming deeper connections with men but i’m fine being friends with women who are queer. then again gay women are actually respectful and don’t make everything weirdly sexual

is this a sexist mindset mangago forums?! am i bound to be a misandrist forever?!?!

tldr:!!! i‘m always uncomfortable around men and therefore unable to establish proper friendships with them. is this uneasiness caused by my own prejudices ???? or is it just a universal feeling that all women experience