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Is this suicidal?
I was definitely suicidal when I was like 10-14 but now I'm not even sure if this counts as being suicidal or what because I've recovered from sh and stuff like that but now I just don't feel like there's a point in being alive despite everything being normal if that makes sense?
Life is going decent for me and I'm following the path my parents want as there's nothing that I personally want to pursue but I just feel like there's just nothing that's keeping me alive as when i did before it was for my passion in drawing but I've been becoming less and less movitated to do anything in life and I just want to cease to exist atp. There's nothing I'm looking forward to and I just feel like life isn't worth living even though everything in my life is fine now
Does anyone else have similar experiences and maybe recovered from that feeling?
I think they call that "passive suicidal" or something. I was also diagnosed with Persistent Depressive Disorder back in 2018. I learned there that loosing passion in what you used to love to do is another part of depression. Passive suicidal tho... They described it as "just going with the flow of life waiting to die without actively attempting su...... reply
You are depressed mate and feel empty because your passion was taken away from you so you feel nothing
You'll get out of it oneday and rediscover your passion it's possible
Honestly speaking this isn't descent cause it's like being a breathing rock
I used to be very much like this and I'm recovering now
You'll reconnect with life one day
If the...... reply
I feel the same. Maybe it's some sort of aftermath of a prolonged period of suicidal ideation. Maybe after you've been suicidal for too long, you just end up losing the ability to truly enjoy life. reply
I don't know if this counts as similar experience but ever since I was a child, I didn't have any passion towards anything. Even the path that I'm on was chosen by my parents and I accepted it because there's nothing else for me. The one thing keeping me alive are my parents.
As an asian and only child, people all around me have told me ever since...... reply
